Hey Guys.

I keep reminding myself to write, but there's really nothing to write about. Pretty boring here, but it's been fun all the same. Mom says people get sick sometimes because their soul is sick. I'm not sure if that's the case or not, because I've had doctors tell me my blood pressure drops (30points) when I stand, and my vision problems are actually visible to the doctor, but I think I felt sick in my soul too.
I just needed a break. Even Christmas doesn't give a person enough time to really take a hold of their life again. But on the soul front I'm doing good, better than I have in a long time. I think I really needed this. All this time has given me a lot of time to think about my life and I realized I didn't really like it so far. I'm working hard to change, but I just feel better these last couple weeks. Headaches are less frequent, tiredness I'm getting used to, and the dizziness is almost completely gone.

I miss everyone so much. I'm not sure what else to say but that I can't wait for a chance to take mom out on mother's day. I really miss.... spending the day with her, outside, where reality still exists.

Love you all.

Sara